lol.

Nice?!~!`?~! l0l! Today ar, boring, I level 49 now. Went to do quest like crazy girl, done alot quest already, going victoria to done quest, and accept quest. Waiting for ship, while blogging now, got a gfa 60% yesterday. Today get a overallDEX 60% Bored, I want INT, can sell more price, I wanna learn to be a trader, hahas.

BearBear today not really happy with me, I didn't talk to him much, for some funny feeling reason, sorry bearbear.

Today, think about those guys treat me as toy, geez. Sadded.

Nothing to say, boring day today.

Wish "Alex & he's girlfriend" & "Shian & the girl he like" Together forever.

brenda aka panda

JUST 1 PICTURE!

NICE?:P!!

paiseh tis few day didnt blog.

Sorry lah, because bearbear didn't nag me to blog, so I never blog.

Today ahh~ wake up 12+ or 2+ !! Wake up first thing to do! Sms bearbear, then aim for...... COMPUTER! Play audition awhile, and maple. I dunnoe, forget alot thing le, memory fail more and more liao, hais.

Maple, sin level 45 edi, up 2 level today, and bearbear buy 1 maple kodayo for me!! Cool lOL damage 1.4 highest! FUN! Play maple, mc, with kodayo ownage, then got a level 37 dit, pro item, join other side, our side , me, bearbear and a fighter. their side, a noob sin, a mage, and the dit, after on, we play summon, me and bearbear told fighter not to summon rombot, cause dit can kill it easily. He summon till 5 rombot, kanasai, make us lose, was going win 1, that fking fighter la, hes damn fault.

Next round, play with same party again, we almost win, only 1 mistake I done, never stunt them, if not we win already, diffent 2 points only, wtf 1 lo, make me fake happy haix.

GOING SLEEP! SLEEPY.

BearBear, I like you, do you like me too?!?! It's a advice, not to like me, I'll just let you down.

Wish "Alex & he's girlfriend" & "Shian & the gal he like" together forever.

Brenda aka panda

Maybe later...

Maybe later then I write somemore, now I can't think of anything at all. Nothing in my mind "Totally BLANK"

Dunnoe

Dunnoe what to write, nothing in mind, what I know is, MAPLE LEVEL 37 ALREADY! in afew hours lol. I wonder, how is gandar today? Didn't sms him.

Today got 2 new chair, no good to sit, keep moving, when I move my leg up, rawr...

Who know "wo ai de ren" this song, when I first heard it, is gandar give me the webby, to check any friend have the song anot, I listen, and I liked it. It's like, when he give me the webby, its between he, he's girlfriend, and girlfriend other guy? I accepted it, right now, it's like, me he and he's girlfriend, it's like, wtf, why must it be me, to be the boy? I liked him, he like he's girlfriend, I respect hes choice. He love he's girlfriend, I just let him love her, I can't do anything to break them up? or? I don't wanna to at all.

I miss gandar, wondering, how is he and he's girlfriend?.

Today sms-ed with bearbear, and alpha, chat abit on phone, and sms. handphone want no money already T.T! I wanted to find a job, so can top up phone myself, buy the thing's I like myself. Can buy acash for maple also, and audition :D!

Bear, sorry, I really got nothing to write!!

Today eaten very less, miss gandar till full, eaten half hamberger, chicken mee not even half T.T! Got eat other thing anot? I forget liao.

Wish "Alex & he's girlfriend" & "Shian & the gal he like" Together forever.

Oh.Lol.

Geez. Hi again, `cause bearbear didn't know I blogg already, so I came to blogg again, hmm in this few hours, I lvled, to level 31 and done a lot of quest. Geez, now hunting "Evil eye tail" Somemore ZombieMushMon me and bear go, cc & cc & cc, ah at last c4 got 1 mushmom! After I saw it! OMFG RUN UP!! I mean climb up. Lol, very scary, so big.. I told bearbear, cc4 he came, and died. Lol, he thought of bringing other accounts at last, all too far, didn't bring any, I gone down, and tried to hit, but.. ALL MISS!. Scared. Climb up!! AND!!! Leave. lol. Then we hunting evil eye tail right now and went to have a bath, cold water! SO COLD Lol. Geez! I missed gandar :/ again :'( Geez

Wish "Alex & hes girlfriend" & "Shian & the gal he like" Together forever.

Woohooo

Today wake up, play audition awhile, then sms bearbear wahahas. He told me to wake up sms him, right now, my handphone want to no money already 2$+ left I guess. I don't want get scolded! Yawns, quite late liao hor?!! Then after afew round, I sms-ed bearbear, then go maple, do the apq - ariant party quest, till quite alot point, abit sad. `Cause I keep get bombed, -.-" sad. Then keep getting ksed, hais.

[I forget already] I got go out with mum and mei downstair eat thing.

Today got sms gandar, he told me he's having fever, I so worry him, somemore he play audition, so pro somemore. Geez! I feel sad when we having the last round game of audition, I wish that 20sec, is there forever, playing with him forever, I feel sad-ed, and cried. I miss him! I wish he will be there forever with me..

Reach home play maple, play play play ---- afew hours after ---- maple - apq point 198!! The last round is for bearbear to play with me hahas. BearBear, I kinda like you!! "blush"

Waiting for bearbear at maple~ Hes afk!! Helping mama o.o I dunnoe, hahas.

Okay ler, I go maple wait him ^^.

Wish "Alex and he's girlfriend" & "Shian and the girl he like" together forever.

TT Kinda happy? or sad?

I dunnoe today loh, forget again -.- Hais!! Today quite late wake up!! Around 2+pm! wake up stright away to computer play audition. Then meet some pro lol! Dunnoe how to say lol, now kena webcam with bear!! Geez!! Play quite awhile then play maple, ariant pq, got afew points to 106!! Then have to bring sister, and mum together go, go downstair then say I go bring little sister alone, ok lo, I go bring little sister alone, reach there just nice, 6.25pm waited awhile, they singing marikita! Listen awhile, okay they came out, I was waiting suddenly 2 gals stand beside me. So near me, I wonder wth they wanted, when my sister came out, i just go, she follow me ofcause, we on the way to bus stop, saw my little sister's friend, she called me auntie T_T, sad I so look like auntie meh? Haix.

When at bus stop, we waiting for bus, while we chating about maple, then suddenly my little sister's friend, the girl who called me auntie. She asked, can she sit beside me, lol, she say okay, I didn't like it, I just sit there, my little sister and her friend, chatting and playing. They play a game. "shi tuo jian dao bu" Loser get beat on hand. My little sister lose on the first 1, she told her to beat her hand, she beat it softly. My little sister told her to beat harder, she beat it hard!! LOL! She give a quiet face! Strightly face other side "owww" pain LOL! Then she say, "She beat me, I beat you" she beat my hand, it hurts and red. I just keep quiet, and told her, not pain 1, yawns. lol. After awhile, her friend asked me, can I beat your hand too? I dunnoe why, I just said okay, hand move out, she beat it.. HARD! Oww! I just keep quiet, they continue playing, lol, I wonder why was I so quiet? Then bus 107 came, we go bus, I use e-link card, she use 55c lol, hehe, her friend is other bus.

We alight at ntuc bus stop, mum was at nearby photo shop, I ran to her, and go in to the photo shop, then I have to make my hair nicely, cannot block eye brown, I tried to make my hair nicely and make it up! ITS HARD, too soft, at last used water, to make it up!! AT LAST! IT GONE UP! Okay, see here, see there, see here abit, see there abit, okay, took the picture, the uncle touch up the photo o.o! Make me so pretty in the photo! I LIKE IT! SO PRETTY!! LOL!! HEHE! Then we go eat buk kut teh, then go home, full loh, play maple maple, maple. And sms-ed bearbear!

After afew hour, I dunnoe why I asked bear, should I sms gandar?, I miss him, I sms-ed him, and told him,

Me: Hello, how is you and your girlfriend already. nevermind if you don't wann reply. Sorry disturb you.

After afew mins! OR LONGER!!

Alex: oh hi sry late reply . ok lor
Me: o.... Nevermind okay lo wish you and your girlfriend together forever.
Alex: orh . u too
Alex: no audi le ah
Me: Have less. And me no boyfriend. No need to wish me too. Ty
Alex: orh . go audi wan ..? i havvin fever lol
Me: Aw take care. I busying in bootes world. Sorry. You take care.
Alex: oh ok .nvm haha
Me: Sorry.
Alex: no nid sry . jy ba
Me: Thanks.

This is what we sms-ed, how I wish to tell him I miss him, I still like him, But I don't dare to say that, I was playing with bearbear in maple, so I play with bearbear, at least he wont treat me as a toy like what gandar did. I wonder how is he now, got people take care? So worry him now.

Feel like crying.

After awhile, I go maple play with bear do plum tree chair. 116 points already I think. Need jiayou on this funtion. Hehes! BEARBEAR JYJY! ME ALSO WILL DE!!

After awhile, played kerning partyquest with lyn, bbq, bear and me! Hehes.^_^ GET almost ALL ORE! GEEZ!!! Okay lar, going msn already bear bear want to talk to me. Lol! I GETTING TO LIKE BEAR BEAR ALREADY :$!!

Wish "Alex and he's girlfriend" & "Shian and the girl he like" Together forever.

Wahh today full of unfun!

Wahh, I forget what I did today. Wake up walk go hall, aim for the computer my little sister using. I stay there wait awhile, and she let me play the computer. Lalala! I played soldierfront, audition, conquer2.0, maple today. All games!!! Lol. BeRightBack, on maple cheating on plum tree chair. Back hahas, cheating with my mage, and bearbear ^^.

Today at home, chat on phone so happy. And sad thought, think about gandar, can't helped, and cried, lucky bearbear with me if not I gonna cry like hell alone in room. I kinda like bearbear more and more lol! He will see this blog! But, im still blogging it!! I DON'T CARE! Today, PartyQuest at maple, for awhile.

BearBear say got surprise for me, I was wondering whats the surprise, when I go in maple, woohooo! He onlined! THATS HES SURPRISE :O! He can't play maple for a time, and suddenly can, thats a big surprise! LOL!! Someone accompany me to play onlines, so happy loh !

LOL!! Bearbear dunnoe I blogging. He asking me am I blogging now hehe!! :X I said no! :X!! Okays larh, only can think till like that to write. Hehes

Wish "Gandar and he's girlfriend" "Shian and the girl he like" Together forgever.

Nice ma? :O

IM BACK!

>.< Just now brother home, so I just give a short blog. Where did I say till? Forgotten, nevermind hmm eating bee hoon now, 1 whole pot, this is the 2nd half! Lol! My sin level 29 already, I think I gonna use cheat to level it, the.. thingy, :P at perion, can level, can 1 vs 1, winner get 7k+ exp, I play sin and mage, 2 computer, just need to let sin keep winning, there it is! THE EXP! :P!! Funny right? But boring, and let me think about me and my gandar, he also like that do with me 1 vs 1, I keep loseing let him win, get plum tree chair, and exp, what I do is slack and slack and slack thats all. I miss gandar
Guess what, I got 10$ from my grandma, 5$ mine 5$ sister, my little sister dunnoe she had the 5$! I keep it, when we go downstair feed cat, I never thought of using the 10$ at all, but got pasa malam, so I bring her go play, 3$ 1 game ><" she paid the fist game, next 2nd game I paid, together 9$ on that stupid game, and win a ballon sword, at least she's happy for a moment, and on the way home, I bought 2 cheese cake, for 5$ "1 for 3$ 2 for 5$" I got 4$ with me, I take 1$ from my little sister. There goes all my money. When we go home, we open the first box of cheese cake, and eat. I eaten not even half box, dad,sis,mum eaten it.

When my brother home, my dad given him the cheese cake whole box to him, he eat it 1/3 of it, my little sister finish it off! I like to eat, but... This happened.

Geez, abit sleepy lol! I want chiong maple, if bear won't stop me from doing that! If I say im sleepy, he will tell me to sleep!! Bear so sweet, a reason why I like him, he know how to make me laugh, bully me, I like he bully me. hehe!

Hmmm, I type so much hand tired, I go maple already, TTYL! Byes.

Wish "gandar & hes girlfriend" "sam & the gal he liked" Will be together forever.

LAME DAY!!

Today boring, been called wake up to go get computer, they bring 2 computer go repair together. When I woke up, I go hall and see, two computer lost out of my sight, I thought, they didn't want me to play computer anymore, then dad came home, and told us to get ready, go computer shop. I suddenly feel safe and sound. Brother is home now geez!! I going maple! Trying to go level 30 on sin, bear bear gonna help me to level 30!! Today boring day. Nothing to say, sowwie. Hehes!!

wooo!

Wee, sin level 28 already lol or 27? I forget, I got nothing to blog loh, today yesterday don't want to blog want, but bear tell me to, and dont return my polster :O, he bully me :O! But, you know what I type in my blog before this :)! I'll try to do what ever he tell me to^^! Must naughty abit, then he will make me happy, when he bully me, you guys know it, I love people bully me ^^, I can feel that, he treat me better then gandar, he won't ask for that, and treat me better then gandar, but still, I'll miss gandar whatever.

Today go to my little sister's school, celebrate moon fesvitable dunnoe how spell. One thing I can say, there alot boy's and shuai ge :$! I don't really dare to look at them, and it's bored at there, lousier then last year, this year sucks. 1 big stage, 2 things near to do, 1 is food, 1 is lanten ah 1 more, is guessing word 1, no fun at all, go there see nothing. Bored moon fes, lol!

BearBear will be watching this o.o" I don't really dare to say this, but 1 thing im sure, I have feeling with him, abit, I dunnoe, I kinda like him, I don't wannas ay it, friends say blog, want to say what, type what. Right, im typing okaY? All true, no lies.

Today boring loh, jiejie msn me, say she worry lance kor, but when she talks to lance kor, lance kor emo alot, she scare, and something bad happened to her, should I tell lance kor? Can someone tell me? Should I?! She cried whole day, and luckly she didn't get aids, or something. Pregnant must after afew day's then can check, wish jie won't get pregnant.

Im cold, raining outside. Im wearing a jacket :P!
Can someone what redbulldrinks can do? lol, bearbear keep tell me not to drink.

Life sucks? I don't think so. =) I want ppl bully me I like it, alot of guys know it.

Life just sucks for me?!?!?!!~

Wish jie and kor peace out and live happily, Wish gandar and he's girlfriend together forever, wish myself, find a good boyfriend take care of me forever, cool and true, and won't be a toy anymore.

Okay lar, going msn, pei bearbear le :O!! BEARBEAR WO LAI LE!! :P!

hmm birthday...

I just know it, my birthday won't so simple. haven't buy bday cake, parent argue abit le.. somemore, you guys got see news? Japan got earthquake, I just know it!! Sure have something happen, believe it now? My birthday sure got thing happen, today buy pandan kaya cake, my favourtie cake hehes. Lol. See the time I post blog, friend pushhh me to post blog lol!! Should I put maple picture? Hmm maybe, later then I put.

My sin in bootes lvl 22 already, who want join me play bootes? xla0hulx3 or xla0hulx3!! 1 cleric, 1 sin hahas. Doing partyquest wor. Who want help or join me? Woot! My little sister sleep already, later partyquest I need 1 person control 2 computer, 2 char. Lol. Hahas. Me know a new friend called bear ._. lol!! Hehes, he cool loh, pro pro in maple ^^. My first level highest friend. He will be seeing this blog lol, will I get scolding? :P He make me miss gandar, the way he talk, and chat with me. But he treat me better then gandar. lol! yongming!! DON'T GIVE AN SEE THIS HOR! OR I SURE KNOW IS YOU GIVE ONE!! :'(!! Gandar!! I miss you. Oh -__-! My little sister haven't sleep loh. CoOl!

Today type so much sia, dunnoe why, maybe.. too much thing to talk? =)! Lols! This is less or much? XD!! Going update my friendster already!!

Bearbear give me 1 steely, and 1.888.888mesos, for birthday present! Thanks bearbear! My sin FIRST steely! I love it, hehe, enought blog already? Or want more? bearbear!! I kinda like you, I dunnoe why, but still, I can't forget gandar, and is there a chance for us? I don't think so, hmm! Let's not think about that =)!

Life still sucks? With new friend's? Hehes, Okay, this give me some reason to live longer? Wish my next year birthday nothing happen! World is peace!



Lol! Cute? :P! Hehes, Nice right? galgal hair look like mine, but, mine shorter and black, abit brownish! Hehes!



THIS? :D ^^!!

My birthday coming.

sep11 my birthday last year earthquake on 911 lol, not on 912 >.> made a mistake lol. this year birthday what gonna happen? who knows? Birthday coming, who gonna celebrate with me? no one? :( How I wish gandar is with me on that day. Gandar I miss you

in a sudden?!~

I don't know what happened. Just don't feel like blogging, not at all. Alot things happen. After I break with zhenzuo my heart breaked. I meet a new friend he's alex someone I like alot, we had alot of funs. Calling/SmS/Computer. We ever meet once, he promised me it won't be only once. and alot, more then once he promised he called. we quarrle alot time before. and patch. 1 day was bored. He said he will call me in awhile, it delay too long, so I went to bath. he called when I bathing. I told him awhile more then call, cause I bathing. He said okay. Right that time, my phone was going no battery, I put it in the room, and charge it, I forgotten about the call. The phone sucks. Was so soft till you cant hear anything. When I remember about it, I gone to room, I saw the phone have 3-5 miss call, I shocked, and sms-ed back him, and he said nevermind since I don't wanna answer. I don't dare to reply at it. Not even a bit of dares. At that time, its the end of us. Maple he does'nt talk to me, im scare of him suddenly, and dare not talk to him, scared he will leave once I talk to him IM SCARE! That time start its really the end, of us. Right now, The time I blogging I MISS HIM really much, when I typing this, im crying. really, its someting I miss alot, the feeling of missing siafei, my primary school friend p5. I love he really much, I leave school cause, when im crying he came and trying to told me not to cry, and teacher scolded him for busybody, thats a reason why I quit school. Right now, I missed siafei and alex I love them, they don't love me, I just sucks to be anyone GF! When ever I like someone, its impossiable for me to get a true love, that I loved someone truely, Right now, I only wish, GANDAR will forgive me for not replying, and answering. Im sorry! I didn't meant it. Very sorry! gandar ily really, alot things maked me changed. I had no boyfriend. But im despo for gandar to be my reallife boyfriend! Hes someone can make me heart fix, and break anytime. Too bad he had a GirlFriend that they walked cross alot thing's that it won't happen on me. Gandar, wish you and you're girlfriend forever loving. That's all what I can do. I told yongming alot thing's, I wish he won't say anything about it. GANDAR! i love you! Wish you and ur gf <3 forever. Happy starting, Sadden ending.

[Treated me as a toy: meet 1 times no other times. thats something im sure.]